Ohoh Morninq World ~ (Perhaps you think im in a happy mood, but NOT ! D:)
What do you expect ?
When you see your bestest babyqirla or bestest friend or bestest whatever shit it is , never talk or smile (maybe is my illusion) to you ever aqain .
Seriously, i miss everybody .
I miss talkinq to everybody , like serious shit .
I miss lauqhinq2 with them . There's so many peoples i miss .
Especially my bestest qirls :(
I dreamt that i'm into a accident & lose my memoeries.
& people visit me, i just say go away only .
Seram siul .
Ohyes, before anythinq.
There's this one person that i respect alot as a senior & a biq brother .
He's sucha joker & fun to be with .
Sadly, i heard & bloqhop & found out he met w a car accident .
& that quy whom i respect alot is Ridhwan.
His th one whom i always salam as in boys whenever i met him, no one else.
Trust me, i respect him alot luh kan.
So brother, i hope you're fine, & insya'allah, Allah akan sembuh kan abanq okeh.
Amin !
Okeh back to my story .
Thaaan riqht, is like so th seram la, th people who visit me all face like aliens.
No hard offence, even my cyber buddies visit me, but i ask them to go away .
My face was scratch, my hand was beinq bandanqed .
& when i wakeup from my horror niqhtmare, i cried alone.
Mama don't know anythinq about this, confirm she later lots of comments , thats what i hate , overall is my mum . I can't do anythinq you see , so shutup is th last & better option.
I miss you peoples, where you quys ?
Online never chat, sms never reply, call never pickup .
I hope i won't be th perrson that you ask whenever you have a problem & ask for advise from me , than if you do not need me, leave me alone like a piece of junk .
What do you expect from me so that i can be with you qirls always?
TELL ME AT LEAST ? :(
I don't wanna lose you qirls which i reqards as my sisters by heart + my family .
But whenever i see your facebook, you post sad/happy thinqs, i'll always be th sad/happy qirl with you qirls.
For example, i heard you just patch back with your ex & you're happy, im happy for you babyqirl, last lonq.
I know i can never be th real Surya Elyna you quys know, but i'll still be th real friend you quys know & be there whenever you quys need me (:
Okeh, shall bloq soon peoples, remember, im always here for you.
No matter who you are ,just tag me in here & i'll be back for you quys .
I love you peoples always, xoxo (:
