Baby , if you read this .
I got nothing to say already .
I can't keep going on like this , which i think i am not strong anymore . :'(
I am not strong to see you sad already .
I am not strong to face this problems anymore .
I just need you by my side .
I know , me & her is just different .
I know i can't love you like how she do .
I just hate it when you keep talking about her cause you'll lost mood , i'll cry again !
I wanna stop you , but i know i got no rights to do that .
You see , i didn't even pop out any of my history .
Cause i wanna lead happily , even thought i kept thinking bout th past , it hurts me , but i know i have you by me always .
But this is really what happens now .
Baby , please , if you love her , i don't mind letting you go for your own happiness :')
I know i can't keep telling you thru msn / text .
My blog is where you read it too , i confess everyth baby in here .
It really make me piss off sometime when you moodgone .
But remember, i'm here for you everytime okay ?
If you can't forget her , i can't do anything .
Cause i know i'm not like her , i know i can't love you like how she did before .
But me & her is different baby .
I know she was th one who make you happy , i know i didn't .
Please , i really beg you , be happy please .
I don't want to see you sad , you know , i cry everyday for you , my eyes become more sepet .
Baby , i love you this much , you know how much i love you .
You know how much i care for you .
I just saw everything at your fb .
You post about her , i am jealous , yes , hurt , more b .
But is your life , i let it be .
Lemme suffer this alone , i don't wanna you worry .
You know whye i wanna suffer alone ?
Th more sad i am , th more hurt i am , th more pressured i am , more sick i am , die sooner .
So you'll be happy with your love ones .
Is okay , i love you . Muahs , keep doing this okay b ?
Lemme cry more . Lemme hurt more .
My people asking me to let you go .
BUT I CAN'T !
5 MONTHS & i have yu back .
& if i let you go , i would merana again .
Cause i love you fucking this much .
Even though it hurts me fucking hell , is okay .
As long as you're fine/alright , i'm happy already even though i'm fucking hurt like one fucking girl .
I'm sorry , i love you alot .
I can't seem to let you go anymore .
I miss you , i miss th old Eq , i miss th cheerful Eq i known th first time .
Baby , please come back to th old one . Please , i beg you .
Ya Allah :'(
