Hello , i feel like venting but not story .
I am so angry at myself , what did i do wrong till i can't get out of th house ?
Dance also cannot , meet friends also cannot !
I feel fucking stress now , my life is like a probation person y'knw that ?
Eh wrong , worst than them .
At least they can go out , but they have to be time on th dot , but me ?!
Sial uh , i stress bodoh
Is been 3 sessions incld today dance praac i never attend .
Sial , i feel so down , seriously .
I kept crying , what's my wrong ?
Sur never do anyth wrong till involve police what .
I know you'd always say , blahblahblah .
Even my grandma think i go out to flirt with guys , fxk thinking .
C'mon uh , =_= .
I wanna go out with a good intention , they think i go out like WOWWWW like that ! _!_ .
Kanina buey fuck bitch , i cannot stand it anymore .
I don't feel like 16 already , i feel like a 12 yrs old girl being kept at home , eh wait , 12 yrs old girl also now days can go out .
I feel like a 5 yrs old girl , srsly . :'( .
I just wanna go out , meet up with friends that's all , destress .
I have to face alot of shouting at home .
I just eat , sleep , onl , sleep .
Like pig sial .
I just wanna destress , nothing wrong whuat ?
Whye must you all have negative thinking of me ? :( .
I wanna be like all other 16 years old people , have freedom .
How i wish , there's no school holidays , i can just like enjoy aft school .
Fuck School holidays can ?
I just hate my life now , FUCK MY LIFE now please ! :'( .
Bye . :( .
Oh , i might making a decision to get myself out from SJ , th only choice i have :) .
Cause is been 3 sessions i didn't even attend , & is like , ain't fair to all my other dancemates .
I'm sorry , but is been a nice time i got them by my side , gonna miss dancing :'( .
But is okay , i have them as my friends, brothers or sisters by my side is enough :D .
Nnt , i remove myself okay ? I re-edit balek , alala , sweet or whuat , :D .
Just have fun :) .
Keep tagging me :)
