Current Mode : Weak yet crying . :') .
Hello , few more hours , hello 2011 , goodbye 2010 .
Fuck yes , i'm sick . Headache led to vomits soon gonna led to death . -.-"
Fought with baby , till i am waiting for his message & holding my phone like mad woman just now & kept crying.
Nobody knows how my heart hurts this time round .
His words , poke poke my heart only till bleeding , :'( .
Instead of receiving his texts , i receive from other people , i ignore .
I cried , i can't even walk with my condition like this , i'm hungry , but i don't wanna eat .
I wanna watch TV , but everybody is busy with their own stuffs , :( .
I just want baby by my side , but he ain't by me now .
I wanna meet girlfrs , but they're busy with their boyfrs .
Whenever i talk to someone like normal , my voice feel like crying & tears gonna roll soon .
Tell me , what th fuck i do till tonight we argue , tell me . :( .
Ain't th worst argue , but this is th most worse y'knw ?
Now i'm like staring at your pic at my phone & waiting for your reply .
Okay , i've got no mood , i am in tears while typing this .
Goodbye 2010 , i gonna miss you , but i gotta move on .
2011 , be nice to me , & baby please . Iloveyou .
