I miss baby this much , until i turn crazy . See up there ^^ (old house, rindu rumah lama i) :P .
Everyday been a game for me .
Game in friendship , game in everyth .
People say , i am strong to face it alone , yes i am , but when come to some game , i can't .
Cause i'll neither win nor lose .
I hate playing games , but i have to face it somehow .
One by one, i have to face it .
Aft i solve one , another one came up .
Now , too many problems i have to face it & solve it .
I am not strong enough , :'( .
Baby himself is busy with work , if not , rest .
Only some friends know how trouble i went .
Now i'm losing one , soon i'm losing both of them .
Allah , give me th strength to fight this games , i need your guidance . Ameen .
15 more days to 1st monthsary , i cinta sayang you <3
To Irawr pendek Babygirl ,
Baby , you gotta be strong . You have me by your side , always .
I am here staying strong due to my own health , so do you . Is okay if you don't wanna move on , but i am worried sick for you .
Like yes , hell lots , i can't bare to see you suffer th pain . I don't want my girls to suffer . If can , i wanna suffer for you girls , but idk uh . Haish .
Be strong for me & your girls will you ?You've promise me someth , fulfill it . :)
I love you pendek , alala , sweet kan montel kaw :D .
